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I had a mind full of things, of stuff, of problems, of rants… As soon as I opened this page, they just disappeared right into this cold, miserable air.

The only constant in this world is change and I hate it that things aren’t the same, that I can’t take off to Aspen Heights for shelter from the storm inside my head or heart anymore. I accept the fact that we’re all growing up, that we’re moving on with lives and that we’re in each other’s thoughts and hearts, but I just want one day of our past back. Where the LST would sit around, guys getting annoyed with the girls wanting to watch our romantic comedies, and just enjoy each others’ company no matter what we were going through. I don’t know what I’m saying or the point I’m trying to get across. But maybe, just maybe I’m upset that I don’t have K and B in my life the way I want them to be.

The trigger is probably the fact that I’ve sat at my desk for the past 2 hours feeling absolutely down and not know who to call. Thank God for Val’s timely tweet that saved my from having a complete breakdown… I think I need sleep now.
KERRY & BRYAN KOH! GET THE HELL OVER PLEASE? And VAL TAN, I love you! I’m so glad that after so many years, we’ve managed to find each other again, in the unlikeliest of places and have grown closer than before. <3

Home alone on a Saturday night and I realized I have not taken time out for myself in the past few months to just think… To feel. Somehow as I open this page, I’ve lost my train of thought and everything else around it.

A getaway is in order, methinks.