The Bitter Truth

The taste of your own medicine is definitely not sweet. FUCK IT! I deserve it…

Marc by Marc Jacobs Flagship Store Hong Kong (Causeway Bay)

Marc by Marc Jacobs Flagship Store Hong Kong (Causeway Bay).

Isn’t BryanBoy the best? M by MJ in all its glory!! Not that I didn’t believe Ker when she was raving on about it, but to see pictures?! OMFG! BB is the shite!

THANK YOU!

To YOU, thank you for your care and encouragement. You have no idea how much it means to me.

To Ade, thanks darling for just listening to me bitch about how insensitive my parents are :)

To Eric, thank you for being Mr Practical, for once!

To Jamie, my darling backside, you are the reason why our family is bearable!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!! And J, you’re not allowed to be jealous that I’m sharing my love. I have a special kind of love only for you ;p

Everybody needs a shining star, when things ain’t what they seem

142/365

It terrifies me that you people are like that. If you ask me who I’d most not want to be like, it’d be you people. It’s your serious lack of understanding, the parochialism, and insensitivity that is appalling. The fact that people who I have grown up with are the ones whom I don’t understand at all. One thing though, this has taught me one invaluable lesson - that I don’t ever want to be you, not one bit.

So thanks for this feeling of disillusion and for making me go through the fight of finding my focus once again. If you wonder why we cannot have decent conversations, the last one we had 10 minutes ago should have shown you. Then again, you people are so self-absorbed that nothing I say gets absorbed, or even processed.

So let’s just agree that we are different people and that my happiness is in my hands, and that as much as I’d love your support, I’m not willing to fight that emotional battle with you. There’s looking out for my interests and there’s thinking that I’m stupid. You people obviously think I’m an imbecile completely incapable of looking out for myself. If I’ve given you that impression, it’s only my fault but I can say with all conviction right now that I DO KNOW WHAT I’M DOING!

I am weary from all this fighting. From trying to prove that I do know what I want. Saying things with intended malice does not make you a better person. Look beneath the surface and you’ll see that you are threatened. You might think otherwise but you are threatened. The essential thing here is to understand there is absolutely no threat and that I am still the person I was 21 years ago, just with life experience and the ability make choices.

WOW

Demonstration Firemen of Paris

How great! We can now protest without having to apply for a permit. We’re advancing as a society, yay!

The demonstrations may relate to anything except matters concerning race and religion.

Placards, banners, effigies and self-powered handheld amplification devices such as loudhailers will be allowed at the Speakers’ Corner.

(you have to love the fact that “self-powered handheld amplification devices” are allowed)

I await, with bated breath, for statistics on both the number of arrests (for demonstrations relating to “sensitive” topics), and the number of demonstrations itself (which I’m pretty sure will be closer to zero, as we’re all imbeciles with no points of views).

Channelnewsasia.com.

In the interest of my personal safety and ensuring that I’m able to re-enter my beloved sunny island, HERE’S the more interesting post. Well, that and the fact that I’m practicing the infamous act of self-censorship, an apparent expertise of ALL Singaporeans.

Complete

Reaching out

Nothing beats that indescribable feeling of wholeness that overwhelms me every time you put your arms around me.

Soon love, soon our worlds will meet in a little sanctuary of our own. Till then, just promise you’ll catch me.

School Blog

Here’s where the bane of my existence lies.

  1. Completely ugly URL
  2. Being forced to write 4-5 entries a week based on academic or media stuff
  3. Not having done that, and hence having to post-date entries.

Need I list more reasons as to why I am not liking blogging much this month, even though I seem to ramble on here in boredom.

SQL

I am hating on SQL so much right now, it’s not even funny. WHY on earth did Wordpress have to use SQL? I can’t get the traditional chinese characters to show on the blog and I’ve been messing around online for a good 2 and a half hours. I know I should have studied some proper form of programming sometime….

Satisfaction

The feeling of having passed a credit check and receiving a credit card based on your own merits is purely satisfying!

As much as I love to shop on dad’s cash, it’s something else to be able to have one’s own credit card even though I’m probably too cheap to use it ;p

HELP!

Never leave me bored alone at home in front of my MBP baby. My fingers get restless and I end up having to starve for the next month to pay off my debts. Why why why did my stupid mind remember the existence of Bluefly?

I ban myself from online shopping from this moment - August 18th 2008 at 2247 hours AEST. I would give my credit cards to someone for safekeeping, but I remember all the numbers (card number, security check number, expiry date) including dad’s. Yes, that is how terrible I am. The internet is evil. I can stop myself shopping when I’m out but somehow I can’t do that with online shopping. Can I check myself into rehab? ARGH!!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!

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