realized that being in relationships (both platonic or more) is not for me because i go through life disappointing people and needing them instead of being supportive
J, i love you but i don’t know anymore!
my dear friends who care, i don’t know why i can’t talk to anyone anymore but i do know i love you guys!
besides J, no one know what is really going on and i’m tired of pretending that i am okay because i am not. truth is, i haven’t gone through a day without crying inconsolably. i don’t want to live anymore because i feel i’m nothing but a burden to those who care. i’m so frustrated and i hate myself so much right now. i need help i think its time
