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I will not lose my temper.
I will not shed a tear.
I will not say anything harsh.
I will not be a bitch.
Basically, I will not allow myself to fall apart. I need my sanity too much.

After cooping myself up for what seems like forever, I ventured out to face the multitudes of other human beings in town and I think I almost died of shock. I never realized how many people could fit into this tiny little island. It feels like with age comes fear of crowds. Or maybe age brings the desire for more personal space. Either way, I survived but I’m still apprehensive about heading back into town tomorrow. Anyone kind enough to shield me?

And yes Ching darling, I’m still meeting you for coffee tomorrow night. Can’t do dinner and I’m texting you now in case you don’t read this in time. Also remember what I said about ????????????????????o????