credits: personally

I wake up every morning complaining about life and what I’ve been dealt with. I don’t spend enough time appreciating the people around me and what they do for me and how they strengthen and support me. So here, I’d like to thank everyone who’s been here for me

Val, fate has decided that I need you in my life. I’m thankful to have found you again and am keeping you forever. Sorry, you’re stuck with me.

Yang, you’ve been there through everything and anything and the fact that you’re still here is enough said. Love!

Ching, you never fail to nag me to my senses and you’ve never let me go, thank you

My favorite “girls” (A, C, K) you guys know me inside out and upside down and still support me through life. You guys are amazing!!

The bubble family, it hasn’t been long but your acceptance and genuineness never fails to touch me. Thank you <3

K and B, there’s nothing I can say to express my loyalty and love for the both of you, but I can promise you me

Everyone else who’s touched me and been here for me, you are not forgotten. I hope I’ve been as much as a friend you expect me to be, or more. I might get distant, I might get grumpy, but in my heart, I remember everything that you’ve done for me, the moments we’ve shared and the bonds we’ve forged. If I haven’t been a good enough friend to you, I pray that my birthday wish for 2010 comes true right now; that God will grant me the Grace to be a better friend, confidante and person.

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in my haze of homesickness, i came across this video and now i can’t stop crying. though my dad has not the slightest inkling as to what i’m going through, his care and concern eases the pain a little. it’s the small things that he does for me that touches me to my very core. from going out in the rain to buy me lunch, to waking up at 7am to send me to the gym after breakfast. he’s definitely made me reliant on him and a complete daddy’s girl. so thank You Daddy God for gracing and blessing me with a wonderful earthly father

daddy, i’m sorry for the disappointments i’ve sent your way, sorry for the fights i pick with you. thank you for putting up with me and for undeservingly spoiling me. i love you and i don’t want you to ever let go of my hand. so please, can i stay home forever and be babied by you forever?

i miss the feeling of non intoxicated highs and happiness, the times where the life support team would sit by the playground, with nothing but our grandiose delusions and unceasing love for each other to get through the night. life has passed us by like the cars we used to watch go by on the highway, and it’s only us three now. i hope the vicissitudes of life don’t take any one of us further from each other. it’s been a challenging six (out of nine) years for our friendship and i give you my promise now that i will be there for the both of you and your family till the day i die <3

k and b, i love you and miss you soooo much!

Really glad that I had the talk with with you tonight. Babe, you know who you are

I know I’m not the easiest person to get along with, but my friendship and concern I give out to the close ones around me are genuine. I do get frustrated at situations, I do get upset, but at the end of the day, I will never give up on the ones I care for.

I do feel bad for being upset and frustrated at the situation, and I hope this doesn’t cause us strain because your friendship means a whole lot to me. The frustration has never been directed at you and I’m sorry if it seemed like it was. Ultimately, I care for you and love you and wouldn’t want this friendship to end so I’m glad I talked to you tonight

all i really want is b’s massive bear hug and his soothing voice telling me that everything will be alright. it’s sad looking back at what could have been but we’re better this way. i don’t know why i’ve all these pent up emotions. maybe it’s because of k’s phone call or the fact that tomorrow is the sixth year of our promise to each other. to always be there through the good and bad, to smile through the pain and to cry from happiness. b, your love and support mean the world to me, and i’m so thankful to have met you. sydney will come around quick, where i will promise my undying loyalty to you in person!

remember b, you’re the dai kor i’ve never had and you will always be family. and by family, you know that i will do ANYTHING for you! smile my love, because come sydney, your wallet will be crying so don’t be doing no crying till then

all my love,

cher

p/s, i know i’m meant to be giving you <3 but i know you always feel better when i have a big cry on your shoulders because it makes you feel needed… so here is my cry for your shoulder.

Just realized I’ve been so caught up in the problems of the world that I’ve neglected the One who’s always been there, the One who’s never left me despite everything.

I’ve been blessed with amazing friends (some who’re almost family – K, B, Kel, Cha Cha, Andy, Val, YY, Ching), a wonderful family and many many opportunities.

So Daddy God, this easter sunday, I’d like to thank You for never letting me go, and always looking out for me 2010 years ago today, You made it possible for me to be Loved by You, for that, I can never thank you enough!

At the end of the day, all that matters is happy faces. It’s not just about feeling loved, but about loving with everything that one has.

There’s a select few who’ve really deserve all the love in the world, and to you guys, I pledge my care, concern and love!

is done and dusted and it’s just as well. What a horrific year! I was looking forward to a fantastic start to 2010, and to party away my demons. But as of now, just a mere three days into 2010, I’ve been nothing but miserable.

However horrendous my year was though, I’m taking solace in the fact that I have angels (definitely sent from above) to love and care for my wretched soul. So thank you my loves for coming on this ride with me. It has definitely been nothing but tremulous, so my sincerest gratitude to each and everyone of you!

People usually do resolutions and ruminations and all that at the end of the year but I have given up. Opened up this page with cohesive thoughts but nothing seems to want to leave the confines of my messed up mind. I just want this year to whizz away so I can look forward to January 1, 2011 in hope of a better life.

So thank you to my dear friends, family and J who, despite being disappointed in me time and again, never gave up on me.

Every time I think I have it bad, I just look around at the people who give me support and feel much better straightaway. It’s about the people who feature in your life and the relationships that get you by.

So thank you again my darlings!

I am blessed to have awesome friends and family in the world. I could not have pulled through without your support and love.

In 9 hours, I will find out if this chapter of my life will come to a close, and I know there is nothing I can do nothing about the ending but leave it in His hands. So dear God, I trust in Your faithfulness and Love! Thank You for blessing me with wonderful people and a life that I sometimes take for granted.

I can’t wait for the next chapter of my story to unfold because I’ve learnt in these 4 years that I have people around me who care and will never leave. You guys know who you are so big <3