i look at you in a way i’ve never looked at anyone before
they say
Jun 23rd, 2010 by cherylanne
the simplest things we forget
Jun 22nd, 2010 by cherylanne
“Satan dreads nothing but prayer… . The Church that lost its Christ was full of good works. Activities are multiplied that meditation may be ousted, and organizations are increased that prayer may have no chance. Souls may be lost in good works, as surely as in evil ways. The one concern of the devil is to keep the saints from praying. He fears nothing from prayerless studies, prayerless work, and prayerless religion. He laughs at our toil, mocks at our wisdom, but trembles when we pray.”
- Samuel Chadwick
new beginnings and fresh starts
Jun 22nd, 2010 by cherylanne
Jun 18th, 2010 by cherylanne
apparently i’m not as strong as i think i am
seeing once-familiar faces made me realize that there’s really no one who can count on to be there 24/7 for the rest of your life. not only because of the frailty of relationships but also the fact that everyone has their OWN lives
i miss who i was. i might have been more naive, but i liked that i was happy
tomorrow will not be a better day because you’re going to sleep willing for that to happen. it might happen, but don’t count on it
home is not where the heart is. sometimes one will never know home. and in this case, i think i’m quite fine with being a nomad.
on repeat to ease this pain
Jun 18th, 2010 by cherylanne
everything’s changing… don’t be afraid
Jun 11th, 2010 by cherylanne
i am who i am today and right now because of everything that has happened to me. who you see today is slightly different from who you saw yesterday. every day hardens my heart a bit more
finally some coherent thoughts
Jun 9th, 2010 by cherylanne
there is so much uncertainty, and so much indecision.
being in love with something or someone is different to being in love with the idea of being in love with something or someone.
i say i don’t wanna hate you, but i really do.
tomorrow, i might wake up and be completely over you, but today, right now, i still am crazy for you.
just because i haven’t done or said anything to you does not mean that i have no inkling about what you’ve done and what has happened.
it really annoys the living hell out of me when people tell me they know me, then say something that contradicts that belief.
there are many things i want that i would not give in to.
every time i ask myself why i do a certain thing to myself, i realize the answer is “because i want to be happy, because i want to escape for a little while. to a place where i don’t hear the world or even myself”.
truly my life’s support
Jun 5th, 2010 by cherylanne
i miss the feeling of non intoxicated highs and happiness, the times where the life support team would sit by the playground, with nothing but our grandiose delusions and unceasing love for each other to get through the night. life has passed us by like the cars we used to watch go by on the highway, and it’s only us three now. i hope the vicissitudes of life don’t take any one of us further from each other. it’s been a challenging six (out of nine) years for our friendship and i give you my promise now that i will be there for the both of you and your family till the day i die <3
k and b, i love you and miss you soooo much!
Numerology
Jun 3rd, 2010 by cherylanne
Report for Cheryl Anne Lee, born 02/07/1987.
Your Life Path number is 7.
A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul, and by nature rather reserved and analytical. The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific and studious, you don’t accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at you own independent conclusion. This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise and confusion. You are very thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to be a meet a high standard of performance, too. You evaluate situations very quickly and with amazing accuracy. You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone; your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you are one who tends to follow the directions they seem to guide. It’s easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people. You aren’t one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it’s for life. You really aren’t a very social person, and your reserve is often taken to be aloofness. Actually, it’s not that at all, but merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. You actually like being alone, away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic.
In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration and because there is such a negative attitude. The negative 7 is very selfish and spoiled. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or in some way is not being fairly treated. Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.
Pinnacles and Challenges
The pinnacles and challenges in your life show your response to your environment during the period of time that these influences are in effect. The timing of pinnacles and challenges are simultaneous, and mark the four phases of your life. The pinnacle number is usually considered a benevolent force, while the challenge number is just that, a challenge during those years.
First Pinnacle…9
Selflessness is often difficult for a young person, so the tone of this influence may be but barely detectable. You may be the type of person who is a friend to those who have few friends, a protector to those who might be the favorites of bullies, and generally a helping person in whatever way you talent permits. As you mature in our modern society, you are apt to embrace humanitarian political views and ideals.
Second Pinnacle…9
With the number 9 energy apparent on the second pinnacle, you may at times express very emotional and dramatic humanitarian views and ideals and become a champion of the need for tolerance and compassion in the world. You may possess a universal view of the world, working in ways that will benefit mankind.
Third Pinnacle…9
With the number 9 energy apparent on the third pinnacle, you may at times express very emotional and dramatic humanitarian views and ideals and become a champion of the need for tolerance and compassion in the world. You may possess a universal view of the world, working in ways that will benefit mankind.
Fourth Pinnacle…5
With the fourth pinnacle showing 5, any desire to retire or slow down is not likely to be fulfilled. Change and variety will continue to keep your occupied and busy. If you are adaptable, this can be a very interesting time in your life. In most cases, a final pinnacle of 5 means freedom from financial or domestic worries.
Your first challenge, starting at birth and lasting until age 29 is a number 5. The challenge of the number 5 suggests that your challenge is to overcome the desire and the demand for freedom at any price. This challenge number is very difficult to handle because, with it, you are apt to be extremely impulsive; you want to try everything at least once, and you are rather unstable in many ways. Change may be necessary for you, but it must be handled in an intelligent and controlled manner. Make certain that the desire for change is not associated with a desire to escape responsibility. In any event, this challenge requires that you learn as early as possible in life to control your impulses.
Your second challenge, starts the following year and lasts until age 38 is a number 5. The challenge of the number 5 suggests that your challenge is to overcome the desire and the demand for freedom at any price. This challenge number is very difficult to handle because, with it, you are apt to be extremely impulsive; you want to try everything at least once, and you are rather unstable in many ways. Change may be necessary for you, but it must be handled in an intelligent and controlled manner. Make certain that the desire for change is not associated with a desire to escape responsibility. In any event, this challenge requires that you learn as early as possible in life to control your impulses.
Your third challenge, starts the next year and lasts until age 47 is a number 0. The obstacles life during this period may not be many, or they may be coming from all directions. The challenge of the number 0 is called the challenge of choice. You are likely to have difficulty acting on your preferences. You are perfectly capable of analyzing a situation and realistically comparing possible solutions. The challenge of 0 may make bring this decision to requisite action very difficult for you. To overcome the challenge, it should be understood that you must have the faith in your own abilities to the extent that you can analyze, make a choice, then act with ease and comfort. This challenge is one that is normally found on in a highly evolved individual and an individual who can be expected to make their own decisions about life and know where the pitfalls lie. To meet the challenge of 0 you must have control of all of the numbers. You will need the independence of 1, the diplomacy of 2, the optimism of 3, the application of 4, the understanding of 5, the adjustment of 6, the wisdom of the 7, the constructive power of 8, the universal service of 9. In other words, to meet the challenge of 0 in your life, you must be a very gifted person.
Your fourth challenge will last for the remainder of your life, and is a number 0. The obstacles life during this period may not be many, or they may be coming from all directions. The challenge of the number 0 is called the challenge of choice. You are likely to have difficulty acting on your preferences. You are perfectly capable of analyzing a situation and realistically comparing possible solutions. The challenge of 0 may make bring this decision to requisite action very difficult for you. To overcome the challenge, it should be understood that you must have the faith in your own abilities to the extent that you can analyze, make a choice, then act with ease and comfort. This challenge is one that is normally found on in a highly evolved individual and an individual who can be expected to make their own decisions about life and know where the pitfalls lie. To meet the challenge of 0 you must have control of all of the numbers. You will need the independence of 1, the diplomacy of 2, the optimism of 3, the application of 4, the understanding of 5, the adjustment of 6, the wisdom of the 7, the constructive power of 8, the universal service of 9. In other words, to meet the challenge of 0 in your life, you must be a very gifted person.
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love song for no one
May 26th, 2010 by cherylanne
